Life After Loss—Embracing Changes and Recreating My New Life

If you are new to my blog, read this post “Life After Loss—Full Time Blogging” to catch up on my big life changing decision. 😉 Anyway, the last few days at work last week were quite emotional for me, my students and my co-workers. I received many hugs, sweet gifts and invites to come back to my student’s graduation ceremonies. Many of my students kept asking me “Are you pulling a prank on us and at the last second you’re going to tell us that it is just a joke?” It just broke my heart. There were so many kids crying on my shoulder and asking me to stay. I felt I was a very cruel person to let them down. There were many kids that told me that I am their favorite teacher. The one who is always chill, caring and kind. Some of them told me that I have the best balance of nice and strict. Some kids I have never taught even came to me to tell me that they will miss me because I have had a very positive impact on them…

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

The last class finished, and I was cleaning up my classroom, I left everything exactly the same for the new teacher, and for my kids to feel this is still their home. The only thing I took home is my school logo mug and all the letters and signs that my kids made for me. When I was tidying up the room for the last time, I suddenly felt sad. This is real. This will not be my room anymore, I will not be here with my sweet students anymore. Then the last school day, after millions of hugs and comforting many teary eyed students, saying good-bye to my awesome co-workers, I was very emotionally drained. When I got home, I felt very blue. I have been waiting for this day for 3 years so that I can finally live in my dreams as a full time blogger, but saying good-bye to a beloved place and people has become very difficult for me.

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

I put on my headphones and turned on Pandora on my phone. I needed some music therapy, either to calm me down or let my emotions out. Either way, I knew I would feel better afterwards. All the grieving practice this year has made me understand myself more and I’ve learned I need to give attention to the sadness, hurt, and other uncomfortable feelings, so later I will be more able (and likely) to feel the happiness and joy when it comes to me. I was singing along with some random songs and just let my tears run out freely. Then suddenly a very familiar song started. It was “Somewhere Over The Rainbow”. This was a favorite song between my late husband and me. This song has become a sign of him trying to comfort me many times since he passed away. You can read this post “Life After Loss – The First Time Traveling Alone” to see how this song has helped me through some difficult times.

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

Listening to this song, I was crying even more and wished he was here with me to comfort me and also to celebrate this moment as a big step toward me creating my life long dream. Then I calmed down. Yes, he would be very happy and proud of me because this was one of his dying wishes, too. He told me a few days before he passed away “Never give up on your fashion dreams. You have it.”

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

It may sound very weird, but recently I started to realize that losing my husband was not just a total disaster for me. It also has become a great opportunity for me to rediscover myself. Now I know, I am the sun of my own world and I have the ability to light up my own life, but also to light up others.

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

I lost the love of my life this year, but I have received so much love from many people. It is not the same type of love, but they all make me feel fulfilled and valued. Most importantly, I gained the greatest love from within myself. With this self-love and confidence, I know I am ready to embrace more changes and create my new life.

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

You can read all the Life After Loss series here and Living with Cancer series here.

Life After Loss---Embracing Changes and  Recreating My New Life

Photo credit: Grace Liang/ @Inspiremyfancy

Thank you for reading, and if you like what you read, please comment below or share it with your friends. Don’t forget to follow me on Facebook and Twitter for new post updates, and follow me on Instagram for all the amazing fashion, beauty and life style products that I will share with you. Of course, don’t forget to check out my Instagram stories daily to know me better as a person. Finally, don’t forget to follow me on YouTube for my fashion, beauty and life style videos. Have a great day and see you soon!

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What To Buy at The Post-Holiday Sales–Faux Fur Coat

Today’s post will be short and sweet again! I just wanted to share with you my best suggestions for the post holiday sales—the faux fur coat. They are always on trend and are the statement piece everyone will envy. So, if you see a good one, don’t let it slip through your fingers. 😉

What To Buy From The Post-Holiday Sales--Faux Fur Coat

What To Buy From The Post-Holiday Sales--Faux Fur Coat

Here are some of my faux fur coat finds in the past few years, all of which I still love very much.

Teal Faux Fur Coat

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Color Block Faux Fur Coat

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High waist cropped flare jeans & Statement faux fur winter coat

Pink Faux Fur Coat

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Spokesperson for Michigan luxury leather goods brand Beau Satchelle

petite fashion winter street style pink fur jeweled jacket+cat print sweater+black pencil skirt+nine west leopard pumps+ Express leopard clutch
petite fashion winter street style pink fur jeweled jacket+cat print sweater+black pencil skirt+nine west leopard pumps+ Express leopard clutch

Petite street style pink faux fur beaded crop jacket+Saks 5th Avenue black shirt+Happiness boutique statement necklace+Vince Camuto orange culottes pants+DV black booties+Michael Kors silver chain bag

White Faux Fur Coat

Living with cancer---Live each day as if it's your last. Michigan over 40s petite fashion blog blogger fall winter street style Topshop white fur coat + Burgundy turtle neck sweater + Loft skinny jeans + Burgundy overtheknee boots + Ray Ban sunglasses + Red LV bag + little monster fur bag charm

Spokesperson for Michigan luxury leather goods brand Beau Satchelle

Leopard Faux Fur Coat

petite winter fashion street style BCBG tiger sweater + Tracy Reese black faux leather skinny + DV black booties + Guess leopard winter coat + Louis Vuitton red bag

street fashion bagatelle leopard faux fur jacket+Loft black sequin top+ Michael kors red clutch+tildon black sequin long skirt+ sofft leopard booties
street fashion bagatelle leopard faux fur jacket+Loft black sequin top+ michael kors red clutch+tildon black sequin long skirt+ sofft leopard booties

What to wear on Valentine’s Day---How to feature a pink lace skirt

Burgundy Faux Fur Coat

What To Buy From The Post-Holiday Sales--Faux Fur Coat

What To Buy From The Post-Holiday Sales--Faux Fur Coat

What To Buy From The Post-Holiday Sales--Faux Fur Coat

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Photo credit: Grace Liang

Thank you for reading, and if you like what you read, please comment below or share it with your friends. Don’t forget to follow me on Facebook and Twitter for new post updates, and follow me on Instagram for all the amazing fashion, beauty and life style products that I will share with you. Of course, don’t forget to check out my Instagram stories daily to know me better as a person. Finally, don’t forget to follow me on YouTube for my fashion, beauty and life style videos. Have a great day and see you soon!

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Grace
http://colorandgrace.com occasionally receives vendor/ brand sponsorships for mentioning their products and services.

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